Verse1

my hearts still racing, its hard to keep pace with, all the stupid shit you say...im not gonna cry, i cant begin to lie, sick of what you put me thru (?? do you mean through?) every day

Chorus

so you want a SONG

well heres your SONG

you were WRONG (wrong about what?)

listen loud and CLEAR (I'm not listening, more like reading)

get this in your EAR (where else would it go? My throat?)

dont believe in ME (nah, never did)

cant you SEE (yeah I can see that this song is retarded. My 6 year old cousin can write better lyrics than this)

that reality sucks when youre wrong (Well gosh, since I'm obviously always wrong, then your reality must suck often)

(wow that's lame)

verse2

so you run around, trying to fill your void, its hard to be accepted in every way... trying to learn his name (how does this fit, please tell me.), mess with whats-his-ass, hey i discovered the game you play (well that's funny because I don't play any games which is more than I can say about you.)

outro

this song

is only two verses long

and only one sad chorus (sad? I thought was it kindda happy .. yeah because I don't have to put up with your BS any more. You're just a little wanna-be depressed poser, but you don't have anything to be depressed about.)

is that good enough for you? (sho nuff)

wait til you here (hear maybe) it

chorus x2

Yeah .. that really sucks. Hey atleast someone wrote a song about me .. Lmao. Wow and surprisingly it doesn't bother me at all. That's just one less person that I have to worry about. Let's just say that certain someone wasn't exactly a great song writer because those lyrics suck mucho ass.

Okay here's the story .. Mike is pissed off at me because I didn't want him hanging all over me at the show Friday night after I had gotten through moshing and I was drenched in sweat, so the LAST thing I wanted/needed was more body heat. But he obviously took it the wrong way and wrote this lame song about me and kicked my off his "band" groupie list. Which I think is hella funny because how could I have been a groupie to begin with when I've never even heard a first song from them? And how can they call The December Tragedy a "friend" when Justin, Caleb, Joel, Hampton nor Drew probably wouldn't even know Mike if he came up and smacked them in the face. And what people don't understand is that Emily has been under alot of STRESS lately. That's why I haven't been updating my dairy regularly and why I haven't been able to stay online hours at the time. Another thing that people don't get is that I SKIPPED a grade of high school, so that only gives me like 2 years to pull up my GPA that IB slaughtered, when other people don't have that problem. Which means that this year I am actually going to have to study and take the SAT as many times as I can. So I don't have time to get caught up in my social life and the drama .. which is ALL that Mike and Matt are trying to give me. But whatever, if they were true friends that I might would have expected them to understand that and give me support, but NO I can't even ask that from them. They are probably two of the most selfish people I know, besides Danny.